On a bitter day in the dead of winter, as 2017 was drawing to a close, Shatha Salim Bashar was rescued from hell.
The Yazidi made it home after almost three-and-a-half years as anÂ ISISÂ sex slave in Iraq and Syria.
â€œI canâ€™t forget the first time I was raped,â€ Shatha, 28, told Fox News. â€œI was traded 14Â times among the jihadists.â€
She was kidnapped alongside her mother, her sister, and two younger brothers. In the beginning, she pretended to be the mother of her youngest brother, aged just 3Â â€“ in the hopes she would be spared violation if ISIS militants believed she was not a virgin.
But Shatha was violated by every one of her 14 enslavers. Moreover, the tiny young woman was used as a human shield by ISIS, thrust onto the frontlines in Syria and forced to watch her best Yazidi friend die on the battlefield. Her reunification months later should have been one of jubilation â€“ but her friendâ€™s family also arrived with smiles, thinking the women were rescued together. Shatha was the one to break the shattering news.
In spite of all she has endured since ISIS suddenly stormed her village of Kocho, in the foothills of Iraqâ€™s Sinjar Mountain on August 15, 2014, Shathaâ€™s scars â€“ inside and out â€“ have become her stories.
Next month, Shatha will travel to Germany and face one of her alleged rapists in the court of law as he stands trial for ISIS membership in his European home of origin,Â a representative for the Kurdish Presidentâ€™s Office told Fox News.Â She intends to testify against him.
It has been more than fiveÂ years since ISIS ravagedÂ the villages of Iraqâ€™s Sinjar Mountain â€“ slaughtering thousands of Yazidi boys and men and abducting thousands of girls and women into their ranks of sex slavery.
And Shatha wants to be a voice for the voiceless. She wants to remind the world not to forget their fractured community who are left languishing with little in the way of help.
According to statistics issued to Fox News from the Office of Kidnapped Affairs â€“ established in 2014 by the now President of the semi-autonomous Kurdistan Regional Government, Nechirvan Barzani, to rescue kidnapped Yazidis â€“ 550,000 Yazidis remain in war-ravaged Iraq. Some 360,000 of them are still in displacement.
At least 1,293 Yazidis were killed on August 3 and over the following few days at the beginning of the ISIS invasion. A total of 6,417 Yazidi were kidnapped at that time â€“ 3,548 females and 2,869 males. Some 3509 Yazidis are documented as having survived the ordeal: 1192 women, 337 men, 1033 girls, and 947 boys. Chillingly, 2,908 Yazidis are deemed still missing â€“ 1323 females and 1585 males.
The number of orphans produced by the invasion stands at 2,745 and the number of Yazidis who have emigrated out of Iraq, their ancestral homeland, is documented to be more than 100,000.
Moreover, 80 mass graves have been discovered in the Sinjar region, and the Islamic terrorist outfit blitzed 68 of their religious temples throughout the four-year war.
While the Office of Kidnapped Affairs rescued Shatha, along with her mother and sister, her brothers â€“ who were just 8 and 3, remain unaccounted for. The last she saw of the small boys,Â they were carted off to ISIS training camps.
â€œWe need help to rescue the rest of the people that are still missing,â€ Shatha said.
The Office of Kidnapped Affairs made its most recent rescue last week â€“ two Yazidi girls were brought back from the rebel-stronghold of Idlib, Syria. Since the â€œCaliphateâ€ formally crumbled earlier this year, the Office has spread its resources into locating the lost girls and boys across Syria and Turkey. Many of them are believed to be disguised as Muslim wives; still entangled in their terrorist purgatory.
Shathaâ€™s brothers are two of thousands of Yazidi boys yanked into the ISIS lair of forced conversion, indoctrination, and violence.
â€œYazidi boys who are forced into Cubs of the Caliphate training often are the amongst the most courageous fighters and volunteer for suicide missions, believing they will go to the â€˜The Paradise,’â€ said Anne Speckhard, director of the Study of Violent Extremism (ICSVE) and Adjunct Associate Professor of Psychiatry at Georgetown University.Â â€œThese boys were separated from their older male relatives by ISIS who shot them dead and from their mothers and sisters. Of course, they would opt for any escape offered to them â€“ a palatable escape from overwhelming psychic pain and unbearable traumatic grief.â€
Subsequently, Hussein al-Qaedi, the Yazidi Director of the Office for Kidnapped Affairs, is calling for permission from the central government to conduct DNA testing inside the detainment facilities where foreign ISIS fighters and their families are held.
â€œWe believe Yazidis are among them. If countries take back foreign fighters, they might take Yazidi kids with them,â€ he stressed. â€œAnd then they will be disappeared forever.â€
The tight-knit Yazidi faith, which prohibits interfaith marriage and conversion into the religion, is also grappling with integrating babies conceived-out-of-rape to ISIS fathers. Community leaders have called for the infants to be embraced, but the notion is a strange and unsettling one for the ethnicity who have long lived reserved lives dotted across quiet farmlands.
Itâ€™s unclear exactly how many babies have been born from the tragedy, but official estimates hover between 100-200. While Yazidiâ€™s religious authorities have announced that they will subvert their ancient traditions and accept the babies as Yazidis, the matter is further complicated by Baghdadâ€™s law that children must take the paternal religion.
Itâ€™s a decree many hope will be formally changed.
As it stands now, most Yazidis live in tattered tents in displacement camps, and in ravished and abandoned dwellings across the Nineveh Plains. Funds are fast falling, and the despair is searing.
â€œInfrastructure is disintegrating. Public washrooms need to be renovated. There is an ongoing lack of electricity and water in the camp and in local areas. Some Yazidis are still struggling for food,â€ Lisa Miara, Founder of Springs of Hope Foundation Inc., lamented. â€œSome women suffer from a kind of Stockholm Syndrome and (want to) return to their captors. There are still women being held as ISIS wives.â€
Speckhard also noted that the trauma for some Yazidi women runs so deep that they are known to â€œre-enact their rape,â€ which she referred to as â€œpseudo-seizures.â€
â€œThe young girl woke up out of it tearful and disorientated,â€ Speckhard said of one case. â€œHer sisters say it is the reason they avoid talking about ISIS and their rape experiences, to avoid triggering one of these seizures and that it happens multiple times a day to their sister.â€
Shatha and her family are among the tens of thousands left languishing in a displacement camp on the outskirts of the Kurdish city of Duhok. They have little in the way of help when it comes to gluing together what is left of their lives, but she said her camp â€“ called Rwanga â€“ at least has prefabricated caravans.
Many other camps are stuffed with tethered tents from 2014, and she wants to see that small but pivotal improvement.
â€œYazidis need not only boxes of food; we need a guarantee that we can survive. We canâ€™t spend our whole lives in camps. We want to go home. But we cannot go home without security,â€ Shatha underscored. â€œThere is still a lot of armed conflict and illegal groups there. If we can feel safe, we can start rebuilding our areas.â€
Safety, for now, feels something of an illusion. The black flags of ISIS still wave in the shadows.
â€œInsurgent-style attacks by ISIS still happen regularly, with some of those attacks targeted specifically at Yazidis. The Yazidi community knows these realities,â€ said Ian Bradbury, CEO of 1st NAEF, a non-profit focused on humanitarian aid and assisting victims of all gender-based violence. â€œAfter 5 years, there is little hope of a return to any semblance of their former lives living off the mountain and the valley lands around Sinjar.â€